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namaste!
me signed in a couple of days back..but did not write anything so far..
not for the lack of time or thoughts to express..but because of the need to reorganise in my head the maze and bring it to a single stream to channel it down in here...
so here i am writing down my first ever official blog visible to people who were not even aware of my existence and would not have been, if not for sheer chance or boredom,
which brought them to this page..
but to be aware is a tiny step to understanding..and the need to understand is another issue completely!!
and now the stream in my head is branching off again..it's too strong and tense a cord, beyond my control at all times..so here i am off to another thought that made is writhing to make it's presence felt..honestly no offence meant but am just wondering..do we really need the "about me" column in this ?
after all aren't blogs all about yourself, and once you start reading with intent, thats all you need!
a funny paradox..which says a lot about us people today..we are here to express and share what we think and feel and understand, yet we want to know all there is in a few lines...we have got so used to shortcuts today that we use them without understanding the meaning or the significance..
and this applies to every aspect in human lives today..from differential equations to diabetes..from a seminar to a soul mate..the path is one of swift movement..
not wrong ...but not right either..
as they say..there's always the gray..there are somethings in life for which we need to have the time for..that's of course if you really want them!!
while i am on this subject...about really wanting something..there also comes up this thin branch saying to want something is to really know it plus deserve it..
and the issue attached to this word!! OHMIGOD!!
it's huge...i could start over it..but there are a few branches that swish bothways..so till they have been temperd down and the weeds surrounding are cleared..this is on HOLD!!
all this talking leads me to wonder where i am going with all of this..but the truth of the matter is..i aint going anywhere but homing in on the obvious and trying to find my way back...!
the objective may not be very clear at all times ..but there sure will be one..it's just that there won't be a neon sign over it..talking of which..i just remembered...it's time i paid heed to the sign flashing in my head..it's a post from my drafting board---"come back..come...you...am waiting"
i have to finish my work for a submission!!
so until then...
buh bye!!
keep pondering!
namaste!